I dont know why all these always happened. Since 3 years back.
And now..same thing happened, and my feelings told me that, he really got something on with another girl. I must believe this feelings, because it felt the same as last time, same..so strong!
Last time is like a knife poke into my heart; now? Is like..a needle (experience b4 thats why not that hurt as last time anymore). STILL! the blood that pour out from my heart is still the same...
I wish that the feelings is fault. God..please tell me is fault..
I knew you changed. I knew it! I still wanna lie to myself..
Cause I just love you too much