Fuck! I hate myself. Hate myself being so pathetic and stupid!
I saw him in college today, my freaking hand were
freezing like mad, really cold eventhough im in a warm place; my leg were
numb as though i cant walk at all, the feet were heavy.
It's just pathetic!!!!!!! I want to talk to him so much and i want to sit infront of him and talk to him, look into his eyes! but.... I only dare to glance at him from far away in like... 1 second. Im so affraid that he spotted me seeing him, like stalker wei..hhahahaha..
Anyhow, eventhough after long long time, i believe somehow i'll still love him deep in my heart.