Penang trip canlcelled. Bali trip cancelled.CANCELLED EVERYTHING LA!!!!Today went out to celebrated Shireen's birthday, i felt damn lonely and stupid there, ash and louis 1 pair, shireen and kevin 1 pair, and ME?! came from dono where. Hate to be alone!! I like u!!!!!!!! I tell u now!!!!!!!! Whateva la..Nothing will happened, I knew it very well. Not even a small little tiny chance for us? =( I seriously dono myself and you la.. Im so tiring to be me anymore, to be so active and as friend infront of you, to be humble, to be polite, to be nice and good, to hide up my thrilled feelings when i met you..everything!
Whole week cant really sleeep..Must sleep tmr!
I need some beer.