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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Life is not a bed of roses

The time is 4.49 am
I woke up in the early morning,I took a bath.
I just couldnt sleep. =(

I'm so weak now days.
Yest night, mom and dad said sumthing to me! I just don't like my mom!!! Can't she just say sumthing better? Or she can just try to say in a better way?! Or just shut up!?
Mayb she is just try to concern about me, but why must always in this kind of diffrent idiotic way?!
I weeped under my blanket, I felt so hurt.
I think of the past of him and another him! And..at the moment,I just felt like calling 1 of them! But I know I'm lack of courageous! It just wont happen!

Maybe I'm just a problem kids?
I've tried to love myself and actually there's nobody loves you.
I've tried so hard not to don't-like my mom, but she just like to annoy me alot!
Monday,Wednesday and Friday! I hate these 3 days!!! Cause my mom will go for yoga, and I have to find my own food, sometimes just wait for her to 'ta pao' for me! and it's alr 9.30 pm.
I hate those days!!!

I hope there is sumthing better to do besides studies!!!
I've tried so hard to make my life become better after that 'incident',make it more fun, more meaningful, more intresting! more colourful,more amazing, BETTER!
Finally when you see sum result of it, deep in your heart are still the same! Screw up!!!
I just couldnt understand why somebody(him) can move on soo extremely fast! Wondering he is that mean and don't really bother about the past or he seriously can move on so fast and forget the past?

Dong dong..put a smile on my face!! =(

Me!

Welcome to missy-sexy-chickenfloss.blogspot.com.

Im Kenix. 18. Kuala Lumpur. Kindly press Alt+F4 if you hate this blog or me. =)

I eat my daily meal everyday and go to the toilet like everybody do.

I like green, purple and white colour. Im a very straight forward person, I don't know how to talk sweetly, so ppl might hate me!

I love dancing alot! My hair are very straight like rebonded, quite rough but smooth, it makes me more erotic!! =p

I love to eat! I can spend all my money just on the food, but not PRAWN, im ellergy to prawn.Im very emo person, I can cry now and LOL at the next minute! I Love swimming.

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YI CHIH, my taiwan friend
ZEBETEE, a very smart girl
LYNN D, fair girl
ADELINE, the whateva girl
EDWARD,siao kia
STEVEN, he became holy
JEREMY, super wannabe poser
SOPHINA, she loves gym

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