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Friday, July 07, 2006

All I wanna say!!

After I read carmen's blog, i feel like blogging also!
Mayb I should just listen to carmen, stop shopping! and save up my money , my effort and study! to get better result! BUT! Im just lazy, Im not ready for spm yet! i couldnt sit down and face the book! It just too boring for me! but...we still left around..3 months plus! and what am i doing here?!?! still on9 everyday~ my moral folio..I've taken ages and finish it! haihz...

Now days...I skipped school often! This week...I never go to school for 2 days...last week...1 day...I hate school. and some ppl in school. They are so annoying. My 2 besties. Hmm..they left me out! I really hate the feelings! Is like they are talking bout thier own topic, they walk together, they whisper, they laugh together...even when im sad...I cried, they dont care! how hurt!!?? And now, What i need is care! I need friends to care bout me! I need my family to support me! but they din...they didnt... =( At last, I chat wt fren's that on9, THIER RESPONE ARE BETTER THAN MY 2 BESTIES IN SCHOOL AND MY FAMILY!!!! And i found there are few friends that really do care for me alot..1st..carmen..then ashley...celia and chin yi! Carmen is a very good listener! but she dun really advise me or comment! Ashley! I love her! she is very helpful and nice too. I know she did talk to brandon and she really gimme alot of advises and support! Celia...She was telling me all her experience and...she have her own prob too! Chin yi...hmm..she is brandon's coll fren actually, She did help me, and alwasy listen to me! and now she is in trouble also! my time to help her back! She is helpful and understanding tho~ what a nice girl yea... THANKS FOR HELPING ME ALL THESE WHILE~ I really appreciate it!

About Brandon! I miss him alot! Everytime when i see he is on9, I just feel like talking to him! I wana ask him alot alot of question! I even wan to call him dar~ everytime...when i started to ask, he will take his ages time to reply, and my heart was so anxious! I rmb the good and the bad of you! Although u treat me real bad and such a jerk after we broke up! but..i just dun feel like hating him! hating him is like hurting myself, bringing myself to the hell,burning my heart~ the memories that u brought to me was so happiness, I dont wanan forget! Im just being pure stuborn! why must ppl let go the person they loved so much?! Dont u love me that much b4? I rmb a night, I wanna break up with you, and u hug me so tightly and told me many times that you love me very much, cant afford to lose me...u wanna be me wt for a long time! You cried so badly...so badly....my heart was so broken...
It's just a dream or lies? Now, when i got prob, i can't find any1 to tell... everything started to keep in my heart alr..I became more quiet and not talkactive anymore! I dun really joke anymore~ He said I duno what is LOVE! He said..if i love him..let him go... Im forcing myself to let him go, I really dun wanan do that at all!!!!! Mayb I just put too much hope on you! I put almost all my hope on you! i resly on you..depends on you. Everything happened...i came to you 1st! How i wish I could hug u again and Tell you I LOVE YOU DARLNG. I thaught we can sleep in your new room...lying on your shoulder and your new bed...looking up the ceiling...and share our prob...~ too bad! it wouldnt happen! Everytime i see the photo that him and her, I felt extremely down!
Guess what? that day i thrown up so badly!! for no reason! nope! I think thre is a reason, i saw your nick name became sum other name, and i felt so down + the sadness and sorrow in my heart just too much, long time never release...it became more and more! and it burst on that day. I just couldnt stop my tears...It keep rolling down .. and i dun bother to wipe off! I month had over, and kenix is still standing at the same position, same place...
I guess you are living happily now and dun bother about me anymore! I rmb what u said...Love you..pls let you go! Im letting you to go and find your happiness...This is the way i can love you now.

Me!

Welcome to missy-sexy-chickenfloss.blogspot.com.

Im Kenix. 18. Kuala Lumpur. Kindly press Alt+F4 if you hate this blog or me. =)

I eat my daily meal everyday and go to the toilet like everybody do.

I like green, purple and white colour. Im a very straight forward person, I don't know how to talk sweetly, so ppl might hate me!

I love dancing alot! My hair are very straight like rebonded, quite rough but smooth, it makes me more erotic!! =p

I love to eat! I can spend all my money just on the food, but not PRAWN, im ellergy to prawn.Im very emo person, I can cry now and LOL at the next minute! I Love swimming.

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ROMAN, care about his look
YI CHIH, my taiwan friend
ZEBETEE, a very smart girl
LYNN D, fair girl
ADELINE, the whateva girl
EDWARD,siao kia
STEVEN, he became holy
JEREMY, super wannabe poser
SOPHINA, she loves gym

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