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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Gain Weight!!!

After that incident, i lose my weight alot! aiks..
never measure, but can see it obviously from my body!! from slim=>skinny
OMG OMG OMG!!!!
my pants are all so loose now! even top and bra...aiks...HOW?!
W..cousin..frens...they all said i damn skinny alr..omg!! damn ugly lar.... I still eat alot! but..just..duno why..i became more skinny!!
Depression made me became like this! I dont want too....

SO! this mornig...b4 I go to school, I ate 1 'cha siew pao', at school...i eat nothing..after back from school i ate maggiee mee...night eat bread+ham+cheese! Drink milo...coke..
HOW TO GAIN WEIGHT?!?!?!?!?
I think i must eat 6 meals for a day~

Finally!! i got a little tummy today! hehe...wheeee!!! INSANE~~

Monday, July 24, 2006

Redang Trip!

We bought sum salted fish..snack ..bla bla..from this shop!

located at Kuantan

tau foo...

lala..fish...vegetables..

Stuffed crab!

The article about thier restaurant!

http:www.stuffedcrab.com

Ready to go home!

OMG!! my dad singing karaoke! My 1st time to see my dad sing in the public~~~

BBQ! for dinner...chicken wings..fish..sweet potato...

Dawn...

The tourist! they damn handsome and CUTE la!!!

haha..kena snap by me! so natural...

MACHO MAN!! playing fake instrument...haha...retarded!

Bro and mom..

Cheese! bro and his gf still finding nice place ,sit down and post~~ ma fan!

The squirrel!! cute!! it was trying to steal sum food from ppl!

vain infront of the mirror!

Time to go swimming..and get sun burn..hehe...sleep under the sun and get tan~~ woohhooo!

Bridge on the beach!

My mom was teaching me to do yoga! haha..but i just simply do~ =p

Disco Ball and fancy lights... playing trance music, moving hot bodies~~

Me and my mom...relaxing at the...erm...sum place..haha..listening to nice song~

I just duno why this pic sengek~ aiks...it's me and my bro~~

LOOK at my body~~ 2 diffrent tone~~ aiks..

Nice beach view~~~

Ppl snoockling! at the middle of the sea~~

Applying tan oil! wanna get tan!!!! ready to get tan!

On the boat~~ wheee! way to REDANG ISLAND!!!

Bro and gf waited at the jeti!

This McD is from Kerteh! Dad and bro felt hungry at the midnight, so we just stop by and eat supper..ngek ngek! FATTENING!!!

A great drawing from kah yee

OK..we are just too boring on thursday! few teacher never come ..aiks...lazy teacher!
so..me and kah yee drew this drawing! hahahhaa...we laugh like crazy! but mun lin was so sad,coz she made her fren depressed for some reason! Me and kah yee showing this drawing all around the class....=p
BORING!!!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

bitching around!

1st thing I need to say to all my friend who read this blog! 1st, dont say im too over, dun ask me to delete this blog, Im doing what i want! To ppl who read this blog, they r not my friend , or whoever..i dun care..if u really feel that this blog annoy u alot! Pls do click the 'close' box and shut this page! dont comment and shut your mouth up! I SERIOUSLY REGRET THAT I DELETED THAT BLOG!!!!!

Ok...today andrew come and pick me up and sent me to subang! Ok..he is so kind, thanks alot. Manatau...chin yi came back late from MV, so i waited her at McD for 1 hour plus! haihz...nvm..takan my dinner at there! It was my 1st meal for the whole day! isshhh... den..finally chin yi came~~ Wheee! time to have fun! then..she told me..B was at the taylor coll wt the fatty!
my heart beated so fast for no reason at that moment! Den..we went up to the hall...and i met a new friend, that is Calvin, he is a short and cool guy, i like his ear ring! and he treat me the entrance fees..thanks alot!! After that we go in to the hall, wow! so crowded...all are collegues...hmm..im still underage! NEXT YEAR!! hmmppp! i must take part in the dance competition...ngek ngek(evil smile)! That 1 group, the girls...4 girls..OMG!! thier dance are super LAME~~~ hmm..luckily that is 1 guy's team(forgotten thier name), damn great! they are cheerleader~ wheee~~ cheerleaders are great! YELL, SCREAM AND SHOUT! when we are going to leave,i saw Angeline!! ok..she is my dancing teacher ..hehe.. so surprised that she is there! and she is 1 of the judges there~~ COLL!!!

This is the enviroment!

Ok...finally...it ended, and Calvin ask us wanna have a drink wt them(the fatty's group) at asia cafe onot, so...we just followed. The group waited at the gate, OMG!!! the fatty...isshhh...she wear mini skirt! OH MY GOD!!! her leg!! like those africa's elephant's leg!I wanted to take a photo of her leg and post up, sorry...aim salah..haha..if not...u all can see how geng is her leg! BUT..i think better not to do that, i scared later it ruin my blog!! I think i must bear in my mind, whenever I wan to go subang, I must bring a plastic bag!! In case I wana vomit. Just dont understand why ppl love to show off thier bad side? Oh pls..human! pls think twice b4 u take an action on doing sumthing? think does all these hurt any1? You hurt everybody's eye balls...haihz...I felt so sorry for my eye balls, Im sorry! I washed my eyes few times ok! so worried that wether I'll get any effection or desease onot...hopefully NO~ god bloess me..=p
Ok..fakers! finally you all admit huh? but still COWARD!! BITCH!! SLUT!! but main thing..FAKERS!!!!! you're blissfully ignorant, I guess if i tel you what happened after we broke up, you will feel so down and shock?! Nvm..1 day u will know~ so...just..wait and watch out!! Im eagerly waiting for some bad news from you 2! and guess what? B did say that you're FAT! hahahaha...infront of all his friends u know?! haha...what a compliment for you! you should be happy ok! smile and accept it! =)

At least Im calm..hmm..no more tears! Im happier after broke up. Bye bye ex boyfriend. FATTY, enjoy your amazing, wonderful, intresting, exciting...whateva...love life. =p

Ok...back to my fun life. Erm..me, steven , chin yi and edward. OK..we went asia..Chin yi and edward share a big cup of orange juice, manakala =p Me and steven share a big cup of orange+carrot juice! NICE!!! Steven treat me the juice , futsball and pool.. gentleman neh..nice guy! nice to meet you(actually we knew each other last time)

GUESS WHAT!! i saw Kar Leng...my childhood's fren. hehe..

Im so Cool...blek!

2 gay man! =S

After the whole day fun..finally..is time to go home! Edward fetch me home! Thanks!

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Some human remain blissfully ignorant!

Human are just crazy! Im insane today! I cried alone infront of the comp again,whimpering pathetically, listening to the song, Yiruma-Kiss the rain. It's a bloody sad song! the rhythem of the song can really make u cry and down! After that, I have to go tuition at Ashley's house, b4 that...i nap! hehe... freaking lethargy.

Girls in my class are crazy!! They planned to made P to suffer. They call up 1 of thier fren(guy) to tackle P, and the guy is a playboy, im wondering how's P gonna suffer! They actually hate P very much, coz P is a play girl too..BUT!! this is all her own business, why others must be so bosybody?! This is not the way right? What if sumthing bad happen？who is going to pay responsible on it?! COULNDT IMAGINE!! what they trying to do like some uneducated people. Thier EQ damn low! but P really...she damn bitchy!! like a slut..loves to flirt around, even guy that take the same bus as her, she will try to be all kind of stupid action just to attract the guy! OMG!! God gonne punish them.

Ashley told me, that is 1 girl from her school is pregnant!! OMG...guess what? she is only 15 years old~!! and she pregnant for 4 months alr. 15 years old...what am I doing? I was playing and fooling around everyday! enjoying my life with frens and family. shopping..no worry.. so SYOK! but...pregnant..it will be a burden for me, and the baby will take all my freedom away! why must girl suffer?! and GUYS!! b4 u do, pls think twice! and...guys! don't tell me you dont dare to buy c****m?? girls are so pityful and guys are retarded! GUYS!!! pls use your brain and think! im wondering, whats the use to give you a brain and you dont use it?! should climb up to KLCC and jump from the highest floor! and nobody will pity you at all. Just for your own needs, you want a girl to suffer for you?! JERK!!! IDIOT~!!! BASTARD!!!!!

THINK BE4 YOU TAKE ANY ACTION!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

I must let go....

Finally,I must let you go.I must leave you, leave wt love and promises. I've expected all these b4 you entered college. When you don't love me anymore, when I love you became your burden,and it became an agony when we are loving each other, that is the time i must let go, i choose to let you go.
I dont want to see you're unhappy every, because I love you; it hurts me to see you to forcing a smile on your face and I dont wan to force you to put a smile on your face anymore,because I love you; Im willing to let you find your own happiness, because I love you.

The undeniable fact is...your life couldnt fit me in anymore. There isnt a place for me to stay anymore. Those days,you can really put a happinnes smile on my face. Sometimes, im just boring and waiting for you to come back, and I'll view our pic and I'll just smile...

The best relief for you is to return your freedom to you.The moment was so HURTFUL. What i know is, I couldnt give you happiness any put a smile on your face anymore, so I decided to leave and stay alone.Thw sky are blue, the sun is still shinning,our fate ended, so just say BYE, my dearest. I hope u will really find your own happiness after this.. wish you luck! =)

Trial Exam Approaching.

SPM trial is approching!! Today our account teacher told us that is on 4th september! And! you can listen all kind of exasperated sound around..like..aiyor..haihz..omg..yer...!
OMG~~~ I still left 1 month plus! I must study gila gila alr. Krystal is surviving on her coffee every night, what about me?!

Few things that I hope it will happen now:
1. I hope my connection is always down, so that I can stop staying infront the comp!
2. I hope Im awake and energetic in certain hours, so that I can study.
3. I hope thats a pill, just for ppl who dont wana sleep.
4. I hope he is alwasy there to push and support me to study.
5. I hope I can get my own personal private place to study, no noice at all, nobody will disturb.(other than my room)
6. I hope i can eat all the paper wt words...so that i no need to read and it's all in my mind alr. (pure lazy)
7. I hope my science teacher can talk and write abit faster and don't repeat the same topic everyday, so that we can go faster. isshhhh...
8. I hope doraemon is my friend!

I must get good result this time!!! at least ..2 A's la..please~~
and history. OMG. I really wish the notes that teacher fotostat for us is useful. And! I'll read....

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I love dancing!

Ok...again and again. I argued wt my mom just now. She dont wana write a cheque for me to pay for my dancing fees! WHY!?!? i got no idea. She said she got no cash for now and she dont wanan write a cheque for me!!! It's the second week alr, and she still delay, how embarase if the teacher ask me?!?! Everybody had paid for thier fees, left me!! and the dancing center..that woman! isshhh...she damn money minded 1, b4 july alr started to ask ppl to pay for thier fees.
And my mom wanted me to stop my dancing class, she said after exam only I learn. What does dancing do wt my studies?!!? i dun study even if I dun have dancing class! why ppl always stopping me from what i like to do?!

At last.. I never go for dancing class. I dun wan to face the embarase moment!
and me and my mom will always the same...argue over small matter, im trying to tolerate...haihz..

First Love

I think everybody knew this song! Ah pek, aunty, old man, old lady, ladies and gentleman.
It's a famous song from Utada Hikaru.
I've learn how to play this song with piano. I used 1 month to learn. So lucky that i got my piano basics wt me, but...i almost forget all. hehe... =p

I rmb last time he used this song to make a video clip for me. Is kinda touched when u saw someone do this kind of thing and it's just for you. This makes me wana learn how to play this song with piano! I hope he can see and listen. I think..I just dont have the chance.

Again...today me and mun lin go insane. we calling each other bi and dar. she said she miss her bi, i said i miss my dar. I seriously miss him.. and...some special day wt some special memories.

p/s: human can drop me a comment, cause i'va change the status! =)

Monday, July 10, 2006

Definition of BLOG

Did I do wrong?! This is my blog! I write wateva I want. It's just like an online diary! Why people couldnt accept this?! It's all about myself, I dun need to hide! Im pissed off, and for heaven sake! who don't do that! It's part of my life, i dun wana forget every single little thing that happen in my life! Who knows that 1 day i'll suddenly forget everything?! And you should take it as a compliment! Who started it?! Is YOU! plus! I din mention your name! you should be blessed! OK! You might think that Im being childish! YES i am. so?! Im 17, I can be childish at this moment, dun tell me u still wanna act childish when u'r 27?! and i still got my long time to be mature! and dun think you are mature! look at the way u handle things. It totally show how childish you are! everybody got thier childish side, and this is my childish side.

AND! dont think that blog is too over! think what u did to me! thats more over than this! dun get on my nerves! I dun wana post up sum worse blog, ok.
I like to live in my own world. I dun wanna insult or blame others, coz it gain nothing to me.
But, you r bad to me, why must I be good to you!? and..HELLO! this is my blog! no 1 force you to read it! actually...did u guys know what does a blog mean?!

(taken from krys)
blog-a frequent,chronological,publication of personal thoughts and web links.

Another definition of BLOG
blog- A blog is a personal journal that is frequently updated and intended for general public comsumption. Blogs are defined by thier by thier format: a series of entries posted in a single page in reverse chronological order. Blog generally represent the personality of the author or reflects the purpose of the website that host the blog. Topic sometimes include brief philosophical musings, commentary on internet and other social issues, and links to other sites the author favors, esspecially those that support a point being made on a post.

So, my friend. when you're piss and angry! just split it out! why must we hide?
Anyway, I think mayb im wrong, just a little, not to blame myself too much! Wishh you luck then...=)

Anti school!

I seriously HATE school!! Now days..Im weird! Every morning, i asked myself, should I go to school? SMPJI is not the place i belong anymore. I think i'll happier if im at another school. nothing push me to go to school, like..NO POINT! like..im so alone when im in school. internet, on9, surfing are more intresting than school!!
Every monday we got asembly, as usual, same as other schools. Teacher love to talk during asembly, i thnk thats the pride for them to stand infront and talk..talk..and talk!!! I really fed up! And every morning, I'll sit right beside carmen, so that we can crap! hehe...make up our own story, even during nilam we talk..talk.. and talk! hahah..guess that we dun talk much enough when online! hahaha...

Today, our pinciple. Her english sux!! Every english week, we are so excited! know why? coz we get to laugh on her mistakes! she pronounce thos words wt malay slang, and sometimes she did use the word in a wrong way! haha... Me and carmen will complain and complain. =p
Then when she give a speech wt english, she talk damn soft and polite 1. I guess she just afraid that ppl realise her mistakes! too bad..malay really...haihz...luckily im not a malay! =p
And today! she told us about SIKAP! haha...damn funny...she keep on repeating the word! SIKAP! at 1st she said, Sikap adalah attitude kamu! Kamu tidak menyiapkan kerja rumah, ini adalah SIKAP kamu! Jika kamu ponteng sekolah, ini adalah SIKAP kamu. alot!! shecrap alot wt sikap! damn funny! haha..
1 more thing, very pathetic! She wan to post all our result around the school and show everybody! OMG~~ and she said if student that still get bad result, she will call the parents and ask the parents to come to school! STUPID! if im the parents, i'll never layan her at all.

And! this morning only i knew that my jadual waktu had changed. and nobody inform me. issshhhh! luckily teacher never blame me. hehe.. i felt sooooo sooooo soooooooo sleepy when account period! i nearly fall asleep! Today! i just felt very very sleepy.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Im totally blank！

Ok...yest went out wt carmen and ashley then meet up my so called 'kai ko' and his friend! His friends...hmm..i think they dun really socialise enough! I try to say HI...but they seems like more intrested in thier own conversation. so..FINE! it's ok..it dont gain anything to me~

At night go out wt ai leng and wai leng~ we went asia cafe together! and..GUESS WAT I DRINK!? ok...we drank beer! this is my 1st time~ my every 1st time i gave it to ai leng..haha..=p
Last time she r the 1st person who bring me to shi sha. And now..beer pula! aiks..last time i did hate beer alot! even now~ it's bitter! YUCK! but yest..omg! i've drank 3 botol. I took 2 hour to finish 1 botol.. -_-''' after finish 1 botol i started to get abit..BLUR! i think so... This was also my very 1st time to get drunk! the feelings..hmm..quite high? haha..I s like..u got the couragous to do everything alr! den..3a.m, world cup started. and we 3 r still chilling, self enetertain, everybody was so enojoy and excited wt thier world cup! Im not intrested at all. Ppl there yell and all..hmm.. I dun really like to go those places! You need to shout, cause the enviroment is hell noisy! I rather pay more and sit at coffee bean and enjoy my ice blended!

After finished the 2nd botol, i think im drunk! i started to talk nonsence! and act like..duno how..haha...clown?! NOT THAT BAD!!
after that..arond 4am..we go home! and a stupid idiot pervert! standing infront our car and masturbate! OMG!!!!!! this is not my 1st time alr ok..so unlucky! isshshhhhh!!! and the stupid pervert look so syok..love to self entertain too much! CRAZY!! Why dont they just sit at hom, pay a little money and buy sum pasar malam's porn cd nd masturbate at home?!?! isnt that more comfortable?!!? OMG!!! the world is changing! everybody become pervert..not me =p
den we quickly ciao! haha.. den...i go crazy..i called him. Im just asking him..what r u doing..why havent sleep? why never watch football and all. BUT!!! he refuse to talk to me...in 10 seconds! I cried badly and i just put down the phone, ai leng cried wt me also..wai leng get so mad and scolded me 'gao gao' . of coz she did comfort me also. I cried all the way home! my mascara is all drop! -_-''' can u imagine that?!

dun wana blog alr..kinda tired...

Friday, July 07, 2006

All I wanna say!!

After I read carmen's blog, i feel like blogging also!
Mayb I should just listen to carmen, stop shopping! and save up my money , my effort and study! to get better result! BUT! Im just lazy, Im not ready for spm yet! i couldnt sit down and face the book! It just too boring for me! but...we still left around..3 months plus! and what am i doing here?!?! still on9 everyday~ my moral folio..I've taken ages and finish it! haihz...

Now days...I skipped school often! This week...I never go to school for 2 days...last week...1 day...I hate school. and some ppl in school. They are so annoying. My 2 besties. Hmm..they left me out! I really hate the feelings! Is like they are talking bout thier own topic, they walk together, they whisper, they laugh together...even when im sad...I cried, they dont care! how hurt!!?? And now, What i need is care! I need friends to care bout me! I need my family to support me! but they din...they didnt... =( At last, I chat wt fren's that on9, THIER RESPONE ARE BETTER THAN MY 2 BESTIES IN SCHOOL AND MY FAMILY!!!! And i found there are few friends that really do care for me alot..1st..carmen..then ashley...celia and chin yi! Carmen is a very good listener! but she dun really advise me or comment! Ashley! I love her! she is very helpful and nice too. I know she did talk to brandon and she really gimme alot of advises and support! Celia...She was telling me all her experience and...she have her own prob too! Chin yi...hmm..she is brandon's coll fren actually, She did help me, and alwasy listen to me! and now she is in trouble also! my time to help her back! She is helpful and understanding tho~ what a nice girl yea... THANKS FOR HELPING ME ALL THESE WHILE~ I really appreciate it!

About Brandon! I miss him alot! Everytime when i see he is on9, I just feel like talking to him! I wana ask him alot alot of question! I even wan to call him dar~ everytime...when i started to ask, he will take his ages time to reply, and my heart was so anxious! I rmb the good and the bad of you! Although u treat me real bad and such a jerk after we broke up! but..i just dun feel like hating him! hating him is like hurting myself, bringing myself to the hell,burning my heart~ the memories that u brought to me was so happiness, I dont wanan forget! Im just being pure stuborn! why must ppl let go the person they loved so much?! Dont u love me that much b4? I rmb a night, I wanna break up with you, and u hug me so tightly and told me many times that you love me very much, cant afford to lose me...u wanna be me wt for a long time! You cried so badly...so badly....my heart was so broken...
It's just a dream or lies? Now, when i got prob, i can't find any1 to tell... everything started to keep in my heart alr..I became more quiet and not talkactive anymore! I dun really joke anymore~ He said I duno what is LOVE! He said..if i love him..let him go... Im forcing myself to let him go, I really dun wanan do that at all!!!!! Mayb I just put too much hope on you! I put almost all my hope on you! i resly on you..depends on you. Everything happened...i came to you 1st! How i wish I could hug u again and Tell you I LOVE YOU DARLNG. I thaught we can sleep in your new room...lying on your shoulder and your new bed...looking up the ceiling...and share our prob...~ too bad! it wouldnt happen! Everytime i see the photo that him and her, I felt extremely down!
Guess what? that day i thrown up so badly!! for no reason! nope! I think thre is a reason, i saw your nick name became sum other name, and i felt so down + the sadness and sorrow in my heart just too much, long time never release...it became more and more! and it burst on that day. I just couldnt stop my tears...It keep rolling down .. and i dun bother to wipe off! I month had over, and kenix is still standing at the same position, same place...
I guess you are living happily now and dun bother about me anymore! I rmb what u said...Love you..pls let you go! Im letting you to go and find your happiness...This is the way i can love you now.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Some advise to sombody

School are just sux! They open the school for nothing! This week are minggu pusat sumber! They create stupid event for sum participate only, and the rest(im the rest) stay in class do nothing! No teacher come in the class and teach! Classmate noisy like nobody's business! Laugh like nobody's business! and im just too tired and sleep~

Today kah yee get on my nerves! I seriously cannot take what she said, it's just some sensitive issues, and she just keep talking nonstop! back stabbing! i just hate it!!!!!! Can she just gimme some peace!?!??! 1 more thing, mun lin and kah yee are always bz wt thier own conversation, and never bother bout me, felt so left out, they walk together, talk together! this is what a fren does?! NAH!! fuck it! Even i wanna tell something important to them, they just dont care! HELL!!!!!! carmen! you're the best! i love you~

2nd thing! is to HIM. I know, there's no more friendship between me and him anymore! but i still treat him as a fren, I just want him to be good not become worse! I found that his coll fren is trying to avoid him alr, coz he is being FAKE! somtimes, we never mention, he never admit dosent mean ppl duno the truth! Stop your fakeness! you were not like this ok!!! wake up la!!! How you treated me last time was over! You shouldnt bring that to yourself, carry yourself well!, dont you feel that your closest fren is getting apart wt you?! Be polite! Think twice b4 you take an action! I might be patient to you, not others! The way you treating girls....Im seriously speechless, your fren said that im so sabar wt your kind of action, the way you do dosent mean every girl can accept it like HER!!! and! your fren told me you are actually a player! OK...fine..im just so stupid..and i've been so blind for 1 year! that's not too late, same yo you. You think this is you, you are acting youself, actually NO! sometimes, things dosent go our way. you might think SHE is really so caring and loving, she is just same like YOU!!! thats why u 2 r treating each other liek this!! flirting around~

Thats all i can tell you, if you read, just think twice! I hope u will become you vry own character! This is not me, your family and your fren want! mayb just her...and sum others..